A.W.
Ugh - I am right there with you. I actually JUST posted my own question because I'm going in to have my first colposcopy done today and I'm scared.
A good friend of mine who has high risk HPV (same as me) has had many colposcopies and LEEP procedures done, and she comforted me in saying that cervical dysplasia is really common, and that cervical cancer doesn't just show up out of no where. The slight change in cells comes first, then a bit of dysplasia, then moderate, then dysplasia that is more noticeable.... and then severe dysplasia, and THEN comes the possibility of cancerous cells or growths. She said it takes a very long time for cancer like that to develop, and if you've been going every year, chances are you just have a strain of higher risk HPV that cause dysplasia to move a little more rapidly (thats why its high risk) and thats why you saw such a fast change.
But you're doing the right thing already - you've had your regular Paps, its been noticed, and now you're doing something about it. ITs not like you waited 10 years to go in. Try to keep calm... I'm doing the same.
I'm just afraid because I'm 29 weeks pregnant and I dont want them to do a biopsy or LEEP procedure while I'm pregnant. I have large babies and I'm small, so I'm worried about preterm labor.
Best of luck to you, and remember - it doesn't just appear out of no where! They will schedule you for a few procedures to treat the CIN II.