Feeling Guilty for Thoughts About My 3Rd Pregnancy
I feel terrible for even posting this, because I know it is such a blessing to be pregnant with a healthy baby. But I just can't shake these feelings. I keep almost resenting this pregnancy, and I'm worried that I will resent the baby when she gets here. I have 2 sons now - 2.5 years and 13 months. And I keep thinking how fun this summer would be if we had just stopped at 2. Both will be walking steadily and able to really do a lot. They will both be more independent. I just keep thinking, OMG, I'm going to have to go through the...