I personally would find another day care or check out the list of in-home day care providers that the city has for your area. He might have done what was done to him in the swing. You're not a bad mom for trying to find a safe/nurturing/caring place for your son while at work. You're proactive by being on other waiting lists but keep searching and praying for his safe keeping and listen to your intuition about whether this is the right place for him. I know it takes time to find a great place, I moved my daughter 3 times before I found a great place for her at her toddler age. It ended being a wonderful in-home day care. She stayed there until we moved from the area and it became no longer convenient. You also might want to check out Cornerstone church. I don't remember if it's only a mom's day out or if they are available everyday. Don't give up.