C.H.
I agree with the previous poster - get her out of there fast! That is not the right place for her or you - this is the person that has to be in your place for most of the day and that person better be open to communicate and ready to act responsible. It doesn't sound like she's any of those. I don't know of any childcares in your area, but I'm sure you can find some on the state DCFS site. You can also see if there's a providers association. There is one here in Keller and the contact was able to tell me who had openings for my age child. And, if they're active with their association, chances are they're professional and caring. Good luck - I know it's a tough decision to make. But, 18 mos is not too old - it shouldn't be traumatic for very long. They seem to be much more flexible at that age then when they hit 2 or 3. Best wishes!!